May 2013
그냥 죽어면 안돼요..?
bthstsk
me when i go out: i should've stayed home
me when i stay home: i should've gone out
me when i'm around people: i want to be alone
me when i'm alone: i want to be around people
me when i'm mean to people: i need to be nicer
me when i'm nice to people: i need to be meaner
me: is it weird to talk to yourself?
me: no
testing my patience huh? am i the only one who’s anxious?
foodnun:
If you were in a relationship with me you’d have so much fun watching me on the computer and eating
when youre at a concert does it suddenly hit you at random moments that the band are real people and not just pictures on the internet
me: i’m gonna study when i get home me: i’ll just study before i go to bed me: i’ll just study in the morning me: i’ll just study on the way to school me: i’ll just study in this class me: i’ll just study in the hall me: i’ll just study before the test me: i’ll just study during the test
the worst thing about being shy and introverted is that you most of the time come off as cold and arrogant like you think you’re better than everyone else and thats why you don’t talk to people or hang out with them but it’s really the opposite its like you’re so uncomfortable with yourself that you don’t wanna share it with anyone else so you just dont and people think you’re an asshole but...
zerrie:
Am I the only one who wakes up then stays in bed for like another hour
haha you know you have stopped caring so much when you do not feel annoyed when people did not reply your texts
April 2013
kinda regret agreeing to go hk… shit. so many things going on in my mind @_@
wondering if there are any other mothers out there who will say that their daughter(s) doesn’t look nice?
cus my mum just indirectly said that to me.
March 2013
저는 학교에서 혼자 먹었어요.. 친구가 필요해요.. 그런데 친구들이 어디에요?? 나는 몰라요..
i have so many different personalities. one when i am with my family, one when i am with my relatives, one when i am with my close friends, one when i am with my friends, one when i am with my classmates, one when i am with strangers, one when i am alone, one when i am forced to speak to a guy. sigh.
anyway i can’t be bothered anymore. will not even bother try anymore.
ugh….. it’s not as if i didn’t expect it. but really…. you’ve overdone it this time. why are you the only one who can get angry? why do we HAVE to go along with your plans?!
cyberdepressed:
but its funny how we hate ourselves but then we see other people hating themselves and we’re like nO NO DONT DO THAT NO
i don’t want a birthday celebration for my 21st. i think it’s such a waste of money on celebrating a birthday which happens every year. can i get a poodle or go on a free & easy trip to korea instead? hahaha
